Questions after another

Been asking myself questions after questions, but I never had an answer to any. I meant it, NOT EVEN ONE. Perhaps becoz' I've been keeping everything to myself. It's just a habit, I don't like to share my sorrows, but I loved to show that I'm really delighted about something.

But since I've made up this decision myself and my mind is up, I guess. Although I think it's still in a mess. I don't really know what I want "Is this what I really want?" kind of feeling. But I still, hope for the best and hopping that I will never regret. Becoz' after everything I tell myself: You've great friends around you that love and dote on you.

"Although when the Sun comes out, it's another day. But still, dear, the problem stay" - Pearlyn.

Yeah. It's 435am now, I think it's time for me to go to sleep. Becoz' I know and I bet no one would understand how I really feel now. All they say now if I ask is "Go to sleep now, tomorrow will be a better day." Well, maybe becoz' they themselves are sleepy!! Ok, this is meant to be a joke.

Goodnight world. I love you. I miss you. Bye.