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Is this what I really want? Coz I feel so neutral. I feel empty sometimes, but happy in some other way. It is better if I put a stop to everything and not bother 'bout anything?
Sunday, July 4, 2010
Again and again
Whitespaces
Is this what I really want? Coz I feel so neutral. I feel empty sometimes, but happy in some other way. It is better if I put a stop to everything and not bother 'bout anything?
Sometimes, somehow, somewhen, somewhere, someone is telling me I'm a loser. Becoz for 17 years, I never lead the life I wanted. The life I desire since young. Although I might have everything I wanted that could buy with money. But I never had things I wanted that need no penny. Why?
Money makes the world goes round people say. Perhaps, everyone is wrong. First they say, "Nobody is Perfect" I wanted to be nobody and then people say "Nothing last forever" everyone wanted to be nothing. But who the fuck did it? No one.
Money makes the world goes round people say. Perhaps, everyone is wrong. First they say, "Nobody is Perfect" I wanted to be nobody and then people say "Nothing last forever" everyone wanted to be nothing. But who the fuck did it? No one.
Sometimes, I really, really feel like giving up. But I gave it a second thought, it's that the best solution to everything, is it fair? But I guess today I came up with an answer, an answer that no one expected. An answer to all my questions.
Finally I made up my mind. To forget everything I once have. Be selfish, not to care for anyone else. Becoz this world is selfish, everyone is? From now on I think it's better if I don't care and shut the fuck up. This might make everyone around me happier. I'm too tired to stretch further.
Time for me to wake up from this dream and get out of this fairytale.
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