Martell

Well. I think I've neglected my blog. :(

Realised I still have Martell left at home! Don't have to spell everything out that clearly right. I realised I feel better drinking at home. Aye-aye. Then I can go to sleep straight after I finish everything. Woohoo.

Life haven't been easy recently. But I know life don't always go the way you want it to, perserverance is the key to goal. I know. "I came so far, I shouldn't give up!" kind of feeling, just hope whatever that comes next goes smoothly.

But I swear I'm never going to hope for the best anymore. It makes my mind wander around further. Really tired of all these.

There are things I always want to tell you. But when I look into you, I don't want to. I've this habit to keep everything to myself. Yet always I feel like exploding. Really, I hate you sarcasm, very, very much. You seemed to love them a lot. Sometimes I realised you cannot really accept me for who I am. But I realised I can actually change for no one. I'm always being myself.

Although yes, it's easier being someone else. But, why can't I? Please, if you don't want my true self, then just go. Sorry, my bad.